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| 05:52am 07/04/2004 |
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mood: phaggy music: paul revere and the raiders - "just like me"
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remember that far too jones song "as good as you?"
yeah, it kinda sounded like hootie and the blowfish, but good you mother fucking commmies.
i have decided that i fancy clothes with stripes but not too many stripes.
the stripe amount must be three or less. none of that crazy ernie shirt stuff.
you know what sucks?
south america.
you are the butthole and spider veins of this continent. |
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| holding hands with a ghost |
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| 05:33am 22/01/2004 |
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music: the long winters - "scared straight"
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as i sit alone on a couch in my friend's house, i feel my hand grow cold almost instantly.
no. it didn't fall asleep.
yet, it was the only time i was there that being there alone wasn't creepy.
"Washington’s on the wire
I’m in the middle of speaking
And you’re under the gun
Seething, leave it to the lone nut
It’s unappealing in someone so young
Plaintive, you’re feeling so washed up
And you mean it when you say you’re done
Five lanes of freeway
But it’s all gone dark
You called to say you’re gonna run
Well, Can you wait?
Can you stand it?
Are you brave or are you scared straight?
She didn’t want you to:
Speak right, be strong, act nice, take so long
Call time, seem tired, leave mad, get so wired
Maybe you belong to someone
Maybe you have finally met them
Maybe smoke belongs in the sky
Maybe I hate it when you cry
You were hurt so you got hard
You were cursed and scolded and scared
You were searched for, then ignored
You want to burn the liars?
You’ll set us both on fire
You’re faking, so I’m pretend sleeping
Waiting for this to be fun
It’s true little miss mean mini-bar guard
We’re gonna have to try something new
Let me breath fire down on you" |
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| just wanted you to know, |
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| 03:22am 31/10/2003 |
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music: righteous brothers - "unchained melody"
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LYRICZ
WEEEEE!
'standing in the dark outside the house
breathing the cold and sterile air
well I was thinking how it must feel
to see that little light
and watch it as it disappears
and fades into
and fades into the night
so I know you're going pretty soon
radiation sore throat got your tongue
magic markers tattoo you
and show it whare to aim
and strangers break their promises
you won't feel any
you won't feel any pain
and the streets are jammed with cars
rockin' their horns
to race to the wire
of the unfinished line
thought that I'd forget all about the past
but it doesn't let me run too fast
and I just wanna stand outside
and know that this is right
and this is true
and I will not
fade into
fade into the night
standing here in the dark
see this watch she gave me?
well it still ticks away
the days I'm climbing back for me
the medication's wearing off
gonna hurt not a little, a lot
keep on tickin' you're not lickin' me
step on a crack break your mother's heart
red light green light black
suicide e-mail do not delete
plug it back in the jack
start to be what they want you to be
and you see yourself as they see you
sunsrise at the corner of
sunset and alvarado
I think what the hell do I do now
watch the day disintegrate
so I can stay up late and wait
see this watch she gave me?
well it still ticks away
I was at a funeral the day I realised
I wanted to spend my life with you
Sitting down on the steps at the old post office
The flag was flying at half-mast
And I was thinkin' 'bout how everyone is dying
And maybe its time to live
I don't know, where we're going
I don't know what we'll do
Walked into the Thrif-tee
Saw a man with the hollow eyes
who didn't give me all my change
But it didn't bother me this time
'cause I know I've only got
this moment
And it's good
I went to the gas station
Old woman honked her horn
Waiting for me to fix her car
I don't know, where we're going
I don't know what we'll do
Laying in bed tonight Im was thinking
and listening to all the dogs
and the sirens and the shots
And how a careful man tries to dodge the bullets
While a happy man takes a walk
And maybe it's time to live'
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| classic dream from the other night. |
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| 03:11am 16/10/2003 |
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i met my great grandfather for the first time ever in my dream. he came and sat on the couch and i sat indian style on the ground in front oh him. he was dressed in all black, had a thick mustache and wore a snazzy 1930s hat. i remember getting to ask him all sorts of questions about life and life after it. it was euphoric. i woke up and didn't speak for the longest time. it was all still sinking in, even though the only question and answer i remember fully was "what good qualities do you see in me that remind me of you?" he replied: "you got them all when i left." now, this may be just a "dream," but as far as mental health is concerned, it was a great to be rejuvenated from the toll of everyday life. |
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| rocio. |
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| 06:54am 04/09/2003 |
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mood:  curious music: Múm - "green grass of tunnel"
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i fell in love with a girl named rocio. we had so much fun together, she changed faces throughout our time together, until she finally died.
needless to say, i was devestated.
later i searched for her name on google to find details of what had happened to her.
i found this.
http://www.andalucia.com/festival/rocio.htm |
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| whatever you do, don't tell anyone. |
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| 04:09am 25/08/2003 |
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mood:  happy music: remy zero - "gramarye"
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alas, the weekend has come to a close and tomorrow i have to go back to work.
that's right, back to picking up the fifth graders on the van.
working with kids is so stressful and uniquely rewarding.
it's quite possibly the best job ever.
i am practicing with a new band from virginia, wednesday, it should be interesting...but probably not.
also, i am digging the cold front, it's a nice taste of the fall to come.
cold weather rocketh thy socks. |
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| not clear on what to write, so here is a playlist. |
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| 02:50am 23/08/2003 |
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mood:  exhausted music: pulp - "like a friend"
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2pac - "broken wings"
abandoned pools - "sunny day"
beck - "golden age"
cracker - "the good life"
doves - "caught by the river"
even in blackouts - "missing manifesto"
frenzal rhomb - "had enough"
ghetto boys - "damn it feels good to be a gangsta"
hum - "stars"
interpol - "lief erikson"
jimmy eat world - "claire"
live - "turn my head"
the knack - "my sharona"
the mopes - "not a word"
mike ness - "don't think twice" (bob dylan cover)
new order - "regret"
our lady peace - "the wonderful future"
primitive radio gods - "standing outside a broken phonebooth.."
queers - "love, love, love"
radiohead - "fake plastice trees"
rise against - "everchanging"
smashing pumpkins - "try, try, try"
tonic - "sugar"
tsunami bomb - "not forver"
u2 - "new year's day"
vast - "free"
wax - "southern california"
zwan - "lyric"
i've got an entire puzzle at the verge of completion, but someone has stolen one piece. |
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| 05:03am 19/08/2003 |
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music: blink 182 - "what went wrong"
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Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes Kez Sirumem
Austrian - I liab di
Azerbaijanian - Men seni sevirem
Bambara - M'bi fe
Basque (Spain) - Maite zaitut
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bemba (Zambian) - Ninkutemwa saana we chisa nkonde
Bengali - Ami tomay bhalobashi
Bhojpuri - Ham aap say pyar kareni
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Agwadageyuhv
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dhivehi (Maldives) - Aharen kaley dheke loabi vey
Dutch, Flanders - Ik hou van jou
English - I love you
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Ene ewedechalu (for ladies), Ene ewedehalwe (for men)
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Minä rakastan sinua
Flemish/Dutch - Kzie je graag
French - Je t'aime
Friesian - Ik hou fan dei
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia oi
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - ég elska þig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Ai'shiteru yo
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiribati - I tangiriko
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Laotian - Koi muk jao
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Aš myliu tave
Macedonian - Te sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Maze Tuzyawar Prem Ahe
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Náhuatl (Aztec) - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Nepali - Ma timilai maya garchu
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Palestinian - Bahebbak
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Ashegetam
Philipino - Mahal kita
Pig Latin - Iay ovelay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Cie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Punjabi - Mai taunu pyar karda
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Saami - Mun rahkistan du
Samoan - Oute alofa 'ia te 'oe
Sango - Mbi ye mo
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Sesotho - Kea u rata
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Shona - Ndinokuda
Sign Language - \ /,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing 'I Love You' with the right hand)
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sinhalese - Mama oyata adarei
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag älskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Pom rak khun (to female)
Tongan - Ofa' atu
Turkish - Seni seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kohayu
Urdu - Mujhe aap se mohabbat hai
Uzbek - Man seni sevaman
Vanuatu - Mi lavem yu
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh lib
Yoruba - Mo ni fe e
Zulu - Ndiyathanda |
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| "oh, baby, tell me please!" |
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| 02:28am 17/08/2003 |
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mood: indescribable music: fountains of wayne - "denise"
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"do you love me denise?"
i say hot damn, that is a catchy song!
mars will be the closest it's been since neanderthals walked the earth, on august 27, i'm pretty excited. considering....it's still not that big. f'real yo, mars, i wanna see some bling bling action. maybe, i just need some 3D glasses....but i don't feel like paying 6 dollars to watch spy kids 3D game over.
i was really excited about seeing it at first, then i heard from numerous sources that it blew.
i was deeply saddened.
aight.
enough jibba jabba.
peace out...fools! |
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| the moon moves |
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| 05:41am 15/08/2003 |
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mood: indifferent music: ben folds five - "narcolepsy"
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tonight, i sat and talked outside with a girl i knew from high school. we dated one time four years ago and it was kind of nostalgic.
except, she used to be this really fun out-going girl, and now she just seems overcome with everything that is wrong in the world.
it sort of stained my way of viewing life for a bit, even now.
we talked about the most inane things and commented on how chewing too much gum makes your stomach growl.
it was fun, but i didn't leave with an optimistic glow like i usually do after having a good conversation with a girl.
it was more a morose understanding that life isn't as clean and plesant as we would like to sometimes think.
this has struck something inside of me; what, i am not sure.
why? is also a good question.
sorry, lj, for neglecting you.
but if i wasn't away from you sometimes i would have nothing to write about. |
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| MARTY McBI FLY |
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| 05:18pm 07/08/2003 |
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mood:  enthralled music: ramones - "do you wanna dance"
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there is a fly just chillin' on the beige rim of my monitor.
therefore, i have dubbed him the subject of this post.
the first human case of west nile virus was confirmed yesterday in north carolina...
oh yeah, THE D00D LIVES IN MY TOWN.
how comforting!
where is SARS when ya need it?
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| 12:21pm 06/08/2003 |
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mood:  awake music: AC/DC - "Thunderstruck"
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i have, of late, acquired a decent sleeping schedule.
i go to sleep between the hours of 8-10p.m.
this is a schedule that would make an elderly person jealous.
however, this has taken a toll on being social at night, it is a small price to pay.
i am up with the chickens and feel like a million bucks,
so it has been a pleaure.
when i have something worth writing about, you'll have the chance to read it first.
later jiggas. |
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| obres los ojos |
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| 08:13am 01/08/2003 |
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mood:  quixotic music: blur - "coffee and tv"
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i slept for almost 17 hours yesterday, and i'm not even a drug addict.
amazing!
that's at least good enough to stay up for three days right?
my last show with my band 'sassydorn' is tonight, in eden.
i would ask you to come, but i don't think anyone wants to go to eden. |
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| ONCE BITTEN |
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| 05:43am 30/07/2003 |
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mood:  shocked music: QUEENS OF THE STONEAGE-"GO WITH THE FLOW"
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WELL, IT'S TIME FOR ANOTHER EPISODE OF LJ IN ALL CAPS.
I WAS SIMPLY CHATTING ON THE PHONE A MOMENT AGO, WITH MY DEAR LJ FRIEND PANYA, WHEN A BAT SWOOPED DOWN AND NARROWLY MISSED GIVING ME RABIES.
CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?
I AM STANDING THERE, MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS, TALKING ON THE PHONE, AT THE SWEET ASS HOUR OF 5 IN THE MORNING.....WHEN DRACULA IN WINGED-FORM DECIDES HE WANTS TO RUN CIRCLES AROUND MY TORSO LIKE A FUCKING HYPERACTIVE, SEVEN YEAR-OLD, TRACK STAR.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY BRAH...WTF?
ANYWAY, I REALLY RESPECT ROOSTERS, THEY GET UP BEFORE IT EVEN STARTS GETTING LIGHT OUTSIDE SO THEY CAN DO THE WORLD A FAVOR, BY GIVING A FREE WAKE UP CALL.
HOW SWEET IS THAT?
THEY ARE THE BEST WINGED ANIMALS...*GIVES THE BAT A MENACING STARE*
IN RETROSPECT, I DIDN'T ACTUALLY MAKE IT TO GOODWILL YESTERDAY DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES THAT WILL BE LEFT UNNAMED.
TODAY I WILL GO JOB HUNTING, EVEN THOUGH I DON'T WANT TO BE "WORKING FOR THE MAN."
I GUESS "WORKING FOR THE MAN" IS STILL BETTER THAN "TALKING TO THE HAND," BUT I HAVEN'T DECIDED YET. |
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| 09:06am 29/07/2003 |
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mood:  thirsty music: the golden girls' theme song
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"if you threw a party and invited everyone you knew/ you would see
the biggest gift would be from me/ and the card attatched would say
'thank you for being a friend'"
WOW, IS THAT ANYWAY TO DESCRIBE ME?
I SAY YES!
WELL, FOLKS....
TODAY IS GOING TO BE A SHOPPING EXTRAVAGANZA!
I AM HEADED TO THE BEAUTIFUL HILLS OF DANVILLE TO SWIM AMONGST THE
COMMERCE HEAVEN KNOWN AS GOODWILL.
I AM GOING TO BUY EVERYTHING EXCEPT THE OLD BLACK LADY THAT RUNS THE PLACE!
IT'S GONNA BE HELLA SWEET!
ALSO, I THINK I AM HITTING AN EMOTIONAL PLATEAU.
I DON'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE, IT SEEMS AS THOUGH I AM SATISFIED
ENOUGH WITH LONG DRIVES WITH MY FRIENDS CAFFIENE, AND NICOTINE.
THEY ARE GOOD PALS AND I AM ADDICTED TO BOTH OF THEM.
I GUESS LOYALTY HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY BEST ATTRIBUTE AND ACHILLES HEEL.
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